why did you make my website?

i made this website and paid for all the fees needed so i can archive my experiences and internet media to my own domain name, i want to put up anything and everything in my life i think is worth typing about. i feel like having my own domain where i have control about how my site looks and it's contents are very cool. i'm also using this website as a chance to learn about html and about how websites even work as the internet becomes and even bigger part of every country on earth, and i just started learning html like a few days before this website was even up so dont expect perfect grammer and consistent design between every page. i want this website to have a more of a homemade feel to it instead of a copy paste wix design that is seen literally everywhere. i am very sick and tired of the main stream internet sites like youtube, twitter, facebook, and instagram. a high percentage of internet users around the world only use like less than 0.01 percent of the websites, what happend to surfing the web? nowadays to pass time, people just mindlessly scroll through their favourite website absorbing temporary information to fill their short attention spans. and the people running the websites are even worse, they try to make as much money as possible by creating advanced algorythims that can literally find out everything about the average internet user and sell that to random third parties, they are more interested in making money than actually trying to building an enjoyable platform where anybody anywhere can have their thoughts shared equally.

Ok, picture this; You live in a first world country where your biggest problems extend to losing your phone or not getting excatly what you want. Your life is so painfully repetitive or easy you beg for something to happen. You don't have to grow and kill your own food, you don't have to worry about where you are going to sleep, you don't have to worry about a constant supply of drinkable water. You have access to the internet where you can learn about everything in the universe yet you spend it by endless wasting time on the same 4 websites/apps.

You absorb the same information temporarily over and over again, endless arguing, laughing, crying, dying over the same things. You do this is fill the void of the developed everything. Your everyday is just the same as everyone else, you wake up, you work, you wait, you sleep. You have nothing to fight or work for so you constantly find things to distract yourself. You work hard so you can fix these pretend problems you have like the newest iPhone, having enough money to buy Supreme clothing, getting a Tesla, getting a condo that appeals to your guests, how many likes your latest Instagram post got. All of life is spent working, with moments of temporary happiness. What are you distracting yourself from that is?
Does any of that sound familiar? If so, thats the reason I made this website. Is this all that life is? Can we unmake all this repetition to do something more with our life? Can we do what we want? How?
Alot of the topics brought up on this website will be related to this Nihilistic perspective of life.

I found this website on a piece of paper

A physical advertisment that will lead to profit nonexistant.

Do not expect perfect formal writing between every page, i'm writing my thoughts so it is non-formal.

where can i ask any questions?

go to contact and ask me on discord

how often will you update the site?

i will try to update the site as much as i can, i want to write everything html on this website myself. at most probably a few paragraphs a day.